The issue of the numb man becomes most clear in this analogy of Tantalus. What the numb man has neglected to find, what the master hides from his slave, is the path to gifts which are wholly separated from the master’s control. Turning his head from the forward-facing fruit trees, he would find such path. Covered in overgrowth, no doubt, but a path, nonetheless. Such growth has ventured over due to neglect for attentiveness by the numb man. These gifts are of a different variety than those promised by the master. Namely, the gifts of the absurd hide, waiting patiently, behind the overgrowth. The slave, upon finding such gifts, is astonished by the world once thought unimaginable to him. The gifts of the absurd are not easily distinguishable from their constitutive parts. These are flushed out fully by Camus in The Myth of Sisyphusyet are worth restating here. The overarching theme of these is freedom, particularly absurd freedom. This differs from the freedom commonly associated with philosophical thought, as here we are not concerned with free will gifted by God. The numb man cannot have absolute knowledge of such a God; therefore, he must find solace in what is observable to him. Free will does not even make sense to the numb man, because he knows of no life where he feels the contradiction. Eternal freedom is of obvious desire, but life must be lived prior to attaining it. The only conceivable freedom is that of the absurd.
Prior to encountering this gift of freedom, the numb man thinks he is free. He sees himself in a world where he can direct his actions for some future goal yet quickly forgets such goals once the master offers him a quick relief from the anxiety normally elicited by planning for the ascertainment of said goal. Thus, the master has regathered his slave, wetting the ink again on his contract. The numb man relents on his freedom, turning further away from the path to the absurd gifts. For some, this is best. Better to live life without ever confronting the absurd, unknowing of the void between experience and meaning. The slave in this instance is forgiven, his innocence requires as much. Living as a slave to the gracious master, who provides relief from anxiety, does not seem like slavery to the numb man. His torpor state inhibits him from being aware of the harm caused by relieving this anxiety. For those who embrace the anxiety and seek a version of life relinquished from the master’s control, the absurd freedom is thus revealed. Nothing must be paid to receive such gifts, aside from giving up comfort. The master offers passivity of living. The absurd offers despair. This despair is felt in the confrontation of the fact that life is meaningless and futile. Consciousness was a happenstance of evolution, an accidental mutation giving humans the ability to think about themselves.
As it stands, consciousness seems to be vestigial — men have forgotten how to adequately utilize this rare trait. Much of life for man is now automated: wake, eat, work, eat, sleep. Day-in, day-out, this is the experience of “life” for man. Creativity is gone, replaced with the illusion of creation. Social media, artificial intelligence, and similar technologies have turned active creators into passive consumers. Man has lost the ability to find joy in creating with his own mind and has outsourced this to the pseudo-joy found in consuming. Creation is arguably the most rewarding venture one can undertake. This does not mean every creation is only worthy if judged as “good,” for most creation is not. The only important thing is to do. Find freedom in creation and explore the deepest recesses of the mind. Man and mind are one. The idea of separating the two is incomprehensible, it just does not make sense. Whether it is possible cannot be asked, because it is not a valid question. He is his mind, and his mind is him. Therefore, creation is a direct visualization into the mind, a manifestation of that which is generally ineffable. This action is the only viable relief from the world of today. Expressing one’s view of the world may be only applicable to them — this is good. It is a temporary relief found in a single creation, providing context to the man who enacts such action. This is who man is, a conscious being who has found himself thrown into a world which is wholly separated from his being. The only way to make sense of this world is to make sense of himself. Creation makes sense of himself, and reveals the mind to the man.

